What is your favorite aspect of rowing?
I love it when the boat gets up to speed and everything just seems to flow. The oars lightly splash into the water, the legs press, the body opens, and the hull shoots over the water. It's a magical feeling when it all clicks like that. In team boats, the effect is magnified when the crew is in perfect unison.
How has your training for rowing helped you develop resiliency and cope with pandemic?
Rowing is not easy. The motion may seem simple, but it takes years to master the finer details and the physical aspect of the sport is very demanding. I think part of what draws me to it is the challenge. No one ever said that it would be easy to train and become an Olympian. I want to be the best that I can be and I believe that the best I can be is one of the best in the world. This overarching long-term goal has kept me grounded during the pandemic and the uncertainty that came with it. I was very fortunate to be able to continue training even though I was alone. I was safe and healthy with my family so I was able to adapt to the circumstances and use the extra year to get faster.
Also, in elite training there is often a lot of uncertainty. Financially making ends meet can be a huge challenge as there is little funding in rowing. In order to continue training, I've had many challenges that I've had to overcome and find a way to make it work because this is what I want to be doing. I've become comfortable with not knowing what the future holds and being ready to jump on whatever opportunities arise. There are so many people who have contributed to my journey and I am very grateful for all the support I have received.
What changes have you made to your training due to the pandemic?
A lot of my training this past year has been in the 1x as opposed to team boats due to the pandemic. The single was the one boat that was safe to row for a while since no one can get within 6' of you in the boat. Also, having my own boat I was able to row all year even when almost all boathouses in the country were closed. I also used the erg, but unlike many others I could continue on the water too. Because of the pandemic, I moved back to the east coast and joined in with my current training group. I did not intend to make this move when I left California for Olympic Trials in March 2020, but it has turned out to be an incredible opportunity.
How did you cope with the shutdown just before trials last year?
I was already in Florida when trials were cancelled and I had my boat so I could not easily return to California. As soon as racing was cancelled, I went back into training mode from my pre-race taper in the hope that racing would be postponed and not cancelled. There was a lot of uncertainty over what would happen with the Olympics and racing in general. Nobody knew what the timeline for shutdowns would look like. I stayed focused on what I could control, which was to stay fit and put myself in the best possible position physically and mentally to race if/when it would happen. It has been a year, but I feel like I have succeeded in that goal and I am in a better position to go fast this year that I was in 2020.
How do you foster good mental health and work through elevated anxiety that may occur around the Olympic Trials?
Staying focused on the present moment and keeping perspective is really helpful.